Monday, July 28, 2008 Sian Of Life
This is e last week of july....
In this month, alots of things happen, like frenzship and i m in debts.... About the frenzship, i really haf nothing to say. Dunno y like tt. Wat haf i done wrong. I admit this time is my fault but not e past. I haf read about the blog. Tt really hurt mi too much til i cant breath. Everytime, i watch tv, gt about frenzship, i was like piss off. This is called frenzship, say i treat her as a sub?? Honesty speaking, i did not. I treat her as my sister yet her words hurts mi deeply. I dunno who i should trust n who should i talk to. I scared of BFF. There is no such things in my life. Past oso like tt. currently oso like tt. Now i jus wish my current frenz will stay with mi n continue my life with mi. Those who think i treat u badly or sub, jus get lost. I dun wish to get hurt anymore. I have cry enough....
Just hope i can get over tt person ASAP. Wish i have a lost of memory. Lost all the past memory tt hurts mi deeply.
In this month, alots of things happen, like frenzship and i m in debts.... About the frenzship, i really haf nothing to say. Dunno y like tt. Wat haf i done wrong. I admit this time is my fault but not e past. I haf read about the blog. Tt really hurt mi too much til i cant breath. Everytime, i watch tv, gt about frenzship, i was like piss off. This is called frenzship, say i treat her as a sub?? Honesty speaking, i did not. I treat her as my sister yet her words hurts mi deeply. I dunno who i should trust n who should i talk to. I scared of BFF. There is no such things in my life. Past oso like tt. currently oso like tt. Now i jus wish my current frenz will stay with mi n continue my life with mi. Those who think i treat u badly or sub, jus get lost. I dun wish to get hurt anymore. I have cry enough....
Just hope i can get over tt person ASAP. Wish i have a lost of memory. Lost all the past memory tt hurts mi deeply.
written at 7/28/2008 10:50:00 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 22 July 2008
I dunno how can i save myself. Will I get depression??
No 1 to talk into my heart... I really gonna breakdown....
Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad Sad...
After i say so many sad, guess i really very damn sad n down.
Haiz.... Wanna end up my life......
written at 7/22/2008 10:35:00 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008 Ah Mei & Valerie 2nd birthday
Blow Candles
Valerie 2nd birthday cake!
written at 7/20/2008 12:21:00 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008 19 July 2008
I guess i cant recall back wat i did in e past. I want a gd new start.
Today wake up ard 1+pm, eat lunch den surf net awhile after tt go bath. I n dear went to Downtown East(E Hub!) walk. We take bus no. 5, its was so far. Reach there backside pain sia. Haha. We went to try e chicken rice in the food court near e chalet there. Nice. Nv take photo leh, haha. Was too excited to eat. Diao. After tt went macafe to drink coffee. I love coffee nowsday. Haha. After drinking, dear wan to withdrawn $ den we walk to e shopping mall. I love e ferris wheel there. Taken a few pics there. After walking ard e mall, we walk back to mrt there. So we go walk e white sand mall. Nothing to walk oso. Sian. Den dear hungry again. We finding food to eat but nothing much, so we eat xin wang. Actually i wan to eat their toast de, but there dun haf. Diao. So jus eat their siew mai, egg tart n fried rice with pork floss n i drink milo, dear drink milk tea. Cant even drink cold stuff. Haiz. Still sick leh. Sian.
After tt we take a bus back to his hse le. Sian tml sunday le. Tml nite i goin back hm. As monday gt work. Say abt work, i quite stressful man. But still nd to work first. Give myself a chance to try, if cant den find other job lor.
written at 7/19/2008 11:35:00 PM
