Haiz, I was MC again yesterday. Diarrhoea. OMG...... Sian de leh. This type of sick can happen anytime. Den my bf was like omg... not working again. Damn hate him when he say like tt. Where got ppl say gf like tt instead of concern her more den say her like tt. Look like i wan de. I oso wan to go work. ! day nv work lack of quite alot of money leh. Haiz. Wat to do. We dun haf much money. Haiz. Sad man. When can i haf enough money to b a tai tai leh. In my dreams lor. Update other day.... Nothing to write den work stuff.....

Today i was mc, stomach there dunno y pain.... At work still carry damn heavy stuff, so yesterday afternn i did go c doc & did a test. Something shocking happen. But still haf to wait a few more days den test.....So tempory i eat medicine for e pain....

Nv go work so nv check company email, haiz... Just now go in & check, saw le so fan.... That Fu*ker gal who always wan mi to do her stuff again. Carry damn heavy stuff.... Dunno my stomach can tahan anot.... Temp staff not human meh... Y cant she do her things herself.... Easy to bully isit.... All other staff they treat mi ok. Not as bad as tt Fu*Ker..... Hate her alot.... Since i work, she nv even talk or go lunch wif us de. Think herself very pretty. Haiz. Work til e contract finish i not continue le.... Find a stable job le....

I wan to haf a family of my own.... I wan to move out of my family.... Sometimes really hate my dad.... Nag & nag... Noisy.....

Luckily i did return some money.... If not, jia lat.... But last month pay really not enough.... Haiz.... But nvm.... suan le.... Hope tml i can tahan.....